Charlie LOVES swimming.
This picture doesn't even come close to showing how much he enjoys splashing around...
He is so brave. He totally crawls out until the water starts to cover his face and wants nothing to do with any floaty devices.
He also loved the sand. He ate at least 3 fist fulls.
After swimming, Charlie was tuckered out, so he took a little nap.
Charlie was perched on top of his daddy's shoulders for the entire show and was totally captivated. He must get that from me because I also love fireworks.
Overall, it was a great weekend with great friends and I find myself wondering how will these outing go with two!
Speaking of number two... How blessed am I?
I almost feel like this is too good to be true.
My numbers are doubling and I don't even have to go one progestrone this time.
I have an ultrasound on the 20th of this month and I am so excited and hopeful to see that little heartbeat.
I am also feeling all of those emotions that I felt before.
I am scared...
I am so scared to lose another.
I know what could be and it makes me sad about the things that weren't.
Because of my experiences, I will never take motherhood or my children for granted. Everyday I wake up and I know what a blessing I have.
Today, I saw a mom yelling at her 11 month old in the store.
The words "no, you are bad" spewed from her mouth and my heart shattered.
What 11 month old is bad?
I hate that some people have the privledge to be a mom. They are trash and don't deserve it.
Anyway... That was buggin' me.
Not many symptoms yet. I feel extra sleepy, but charlie hasn't been sleeping well so I attribute it to that.
I wish I felt something more.
A sore boob, a gag...
Something...
Oh well...
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