Fuck Everything...

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Why am I struggling with this?
Why is he over it?
Why can't I get over it?
I wish I could just end it all...
All the pain and all of the hurting...
All of the fighting...
Everything...
Does this even matter to anyone but me?
I have never been the poster child for happiness and this is just bringing me down to a place lower than I have ever been...
I just want it to be over...