Something to be thankful for...

I have a moment to blog!

My little one is sleeping and my husband is out shopping. He is a die hard cheep ass, so the day after Thanksgiving sales give him a major hard on... Me personally, I can pass because I really hate people. So, he is off with our gal pals scoping out great deals on baby clothes and other junk while I am at home snuggled in our warm bed.

In other news...

Happy Thanksgiving!

Obviously if you have ever read any entry is my blog you know how thankful I am to be blessed with a child. Last year at this time, I felt so defeated and depressed and I thought this would never happen. Now, I am living my dream come true. I can honestly say I have loved every minute of being a mom and I am not just blowing smoke up your ass and being all guppy. I truly know what I have been blessed with and I will never take that for granted.

Now that my little guy is just over three months old, it is so neat to see how he has grown. He went from this sleepy snuggler to a kicking, smiley, giggly boy. Everyday he does something new and I love being able to watch as he grows. I finally left him to go get a massage and although I missed him like crazy, it was a well deserved break for me. Life with a baby has brought so many changes. I never used to laugh at farts, but now I can't help but giggle when my little one rips a man sized fart then smiles. Also, puke (spit-up) used to make me gag and now I am immune.

I some how have gotten a block and can write no more so until next time...

Life with a baby...

Life with a baby is so different...

Before, I could go to the store at the drop of a dime...
And now, I have a buddy that needs to be fed before leaving and two hours into the trip.
I love it.

Before, my husband I and cuddled each other...
And now, a little boy receive those hugs and kisses.
I love it.

Before, I swore like a sailor...
And now, I still do but not within earshot of the wee one because I don't want him to be the kindergartner that says fuck.
I love it.

Before, I would be embarrassed to sing even my favorite songs out loud...
And now, I blurt out ridiculous lyrics that don't even make sense just to calm the little guy.
He loves it!

Before, I had time...
And now, there isn't enough...

Before I could write a blog entry in 5 minutes...
Now it takes me two days!

All the changes are awesome and I cherish every moment because I know time flies and before we know it our little boy won't be so little anymore. Also, because he is our miracle... I will forever be grateful for these changes.

Woot!

My baby boy slept through the night last night! Lets hope he does it again tonight! As soon as he masters sleeping through the night, we'll start working on getting him in his own bed and out of ours. Peanut has his two month appointment tomorrow. I am going without Tony and I am totally nervous because Charlie is getting some shots and I HATE to hear the pain wails of my little guy. Hopefully all goes well.

In other news, we'll be going up north this weekend with the in laws to cut Christmas trees from their farm. I am totally bummed that I have to share my little guy all weekend. I am so used to having him to myself during the day. At night Tony and I fight over who gets to hold the baby and who gets to change his diapers. I cringe at the though of going back to work because my Charlie time will be significantly decreased and that makes me so sad.

9 Weeks...

The little man has been in our lives for two months and everyday I fall more and more in love with him. He is cooing and smiling so much now, but I have yet to capture his grin in a photo. He doesn't sleep through the night, but he does really well at going back to sleep after feeding him. Our days are spent cuddling each other and visiting the grandparents. I love seeing the new little things he does each day before anyone else. He is so much more alert now, so we are always talking, singing and playing goofy games that make him smile. I am so glad I took work off until January, although the thought of leaving him even then makes me so sad. I can't even leave him for a few hours yet because I am so attached. He will visit the pediatrician for his two month appointment next week and I can't wait to see how much he has grown. He is just perfect and makes me melt every time I see his little face.

Okay enough...

I know my blog has turned into gushy mushy parent talk...

Someday maybe I'll write a witty post about poop or something, but for now...

Some pictures!

2 Months Old Today!

Mr. October

Happy Halloween!

Playing in the leaves...

So Sleepy!

Call me crazy...

It may be the lack of sleep or maybe the spit-up fumes have gotten to me, but I want another baby ASAP! Call me crazy, but I love being a mom. LOVE IT. It is better than I could have ever imagined and everyday is such a blessing. I have so much love for this little guy and I have no doubts that if we are blessed with another, my love will be just as strong. I truly feel fulfilled.